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A Darker Day

by Michael Zenwarren

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    Also to be included with the "short demo" digital version of "A Darker Day" are the "solo acoustic" and "studio" release versions including two bonus tracks - "Tortured F@#&" and "Life In My Own Hands"- when they become available. Purchasing the digital versions of the album now also insures that when you purchase a CD, cassette, or vinyl version of "A Darker Day" your copy will include a special signed note of thanks - because let's face it - anybody supporting me at this point in my career deserves a special note of thanks. Thanks - MZ
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If you ran into me on a darker day I suspect you may just walk away Oh on a darker day when I’ve forgotten what I’m suppose to say Oh on a darker day Continued...
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Oh if you ran into me on a darker day I suspect that you may just walk away Oh if you ran into me on a darker day When I’ve forgotten what I’m suppose to say Oh oh on a darker day Continued...
3.
I’ve given up on giving up, as it all seems so pointless now Yes we will or won’t make it through all this somehow In the end you may or may not be called upon to take a bow Continued...
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It was so strange when you died on my front lawn You were once so animated but now that part of you is gone Yes you’re now in the suburban cemetery where apparently you eternally belong as we know the forces of the universe absolutely never do anything wrong But still it was strange when you died on my front lawn Continued...
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It's starting to feel a little bit like winter Yes it's starting to feel a little bit like winter Why does it always feel a little bit like winter wherever I am Maybe if I drink everything in this bottle Maybe if I drank all this Jameson straight away Yeah maybe it'll make winter go away Even after I drank this whole bottle Even after I drank all that Jameson straight away Well you know it felt like winter the very next day Continued...
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It’s just a necessary evil No reason for upheaval No it’s just a necessary evil Kinda dark and primeval It's just another necessary evil Yes it's just another necessary evil Continued...
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Oh you love her but you really don’t know why Sometimes you want to live forever and other times you just want to die Sometimes you just want to give up other times you really want to try And then there are all those other times you laugh and you cry Yeah it all really* happens and you really don’t know why Yeah it all really* happens and you really don’t know why Oh you love her but you really don’t know why Sometimes you want to live forever and other times you just want to die Sometimes you just want to give up other times you really want to try Oh then there are all those other times you laugh and you cry Yeah it all really* happens and you really don’t know why Yeah it all really* happens and you really don’t know why Oh you love her but you really don’t know why Sometimes you want to live forever and other times you just want to die Sometimes you just want to give up other times you really want to try Oh yeah then there are all those other times you laugh and you cry Yeah it all really* happens and you really don’t know why Yeah it all really* happens and you really don’t know why Continued... *The word really is left out in front of the word happens in the demo performance. I assure you that's not going to happen in any release performance. To me it is absolutely critical for the maximum impact of the song for the word really to come before the word happens. P.S. The verses won't repeat in any release version the way they do in the demo - MZ
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Yes I'm always here at home where I levitate in my bedroom all alone and I contemplate if everything in life is just out of reach for those who never learn what they have to teach Are we all just being consumed by our own little fires Are we really only prisoners of our desires Yes I'm always here at home where I levitate in my bedroom all alone Continued...
9.
I heard you were spending all your time circling the drain in Dresden as if someone would find all your secrets out When I get the time and the money remind me to you what it’s all about, oooh yes what it's all about oh yes what it’s all about I heard you were spending all your time circling the drain in Dresden Continued...
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Driving endlessly west relentlessly towards the sun except for of course when the moonlight was reflected in your eyes We were driving towards a land that we thought would have the answer to all our whys where the people would speak the truth and not in rambling lies But somebody has got to go out there and tell them we won That we're the ones that get to dance all night after our perfect work is done That we're the ones that get to throw burning spears at the moon and shards of glass at the sun That we're the ones that took the oath and swore we'd never run Yes somebody has got to go out there and tell them that we won Continued...
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I knew there was something wrong since the day that I was born Into a shattered house where the people were all ripped and torn Yes out here on the edges of west Texas it can certainly feel forlorn And anyone with any sense would get out before the storm Yes I can’t remember did I take an oath on the day I was born To live the life to which everybody acts as if I’m sworn Yes I can’t remember did I take an oath on the day I was born Continued...
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Oh, ooh of course you don’t know because you're the most useful, useful idiot in the world Oh, ooh of course you don’t know how it’s going to go 'cause you’re most useful, useful idiot in the world Oh sometimes you may wonder but you’ll never know Because whoa, whoa, oh, ooh you're the most useful, useful idiot in the world Yes oh, ooh of course you don't know because you're the most useful, useful idiot in the world Continued...
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You want more than You want more than You want more than You want more than This world is ever going to give you Than this world is ever going to give you

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WHAT'S GOING ON HERE EXACTLY?

First, let me say I’m releasing three digital versions of each album. Each version with it's own purpose. The “short demo” versions of songs are meant to facilitate the transmission of short song memes in social media in order to gain awareness for the whole “Zenwarren” experiment and help me figure out which songs should be released as fully produced singles before "studio" albums start coming out. The singles helping finance and provide traction to the rest of the project. A project which by the way I have been referring to in my head for the last two years or so as the “Casting Shadows on Dreams” project named after the never released album that contained many of the songs that inspired these ten albums.

To achieve my goals for the “short demos” I felt that each demo had to play as a self-contained unit or “mini song” rather than like the usually random excerpts from release versions of songs found on Spotify and Apple Music that seldom give any insight into the “essence” of a song. The “mini song” strategy turned out to have an unanticipated bonus. When I started putting “mini songs” together I ended up with “mini albums.” When I tried the same thing with song excerpts - that have no real beginning, middle or end - I just ended up with an effing mess.

As far as the “solo acoustic” versions of the albums I just kind of imagine them as an intimate thank you gift to those fans that supported the “Zenwarren” experiment from the start. As much as I’d love to do more, the “solo acoustic” version will probably be as close as either one of us will come to me performing for you personally in your living room or a random street at 4:30 in the morning. The “solo acoustic” version will also serve as a kind of vocal, lyrical and arrangement shake down recording that fans can comment on for a month or so before I start work on the “studio” version of an album.

After I’ve stopped receiving significant feedback on the “solo acoustic” version of an album I’ll go into the studio and put together the “studio” release version. The version that will pleasure true Zenwarrenites the most greatly. A version loyal to it’s minimalist origins but with just enough percussion, cellos, harmonies and orchestral troupes and acoustic oddities to hold up under endless listenings. A version that will lead to substantial numbers of casual converts to Zenwarrenism. But we here today will always know who the real Zenwarrenites are. Thank you. - MZ

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released July 20, 2022

Album Cover Photo - Gian Cescon

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Michael Zenwarren Colorado

It all started with writing a few songs. Saying a few things in what I thought was an elegant and artful way. Soon it became obsession. Then I thought in this day and age obsession is meant to be shared with the world because the world is obsessed with obsession. Well here are ten brand new pre-production albums - for all of us to start obsessing over until the obsession is total. Thanks - MZ ... more

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