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The Courage To Be Terrible

by Michael Zenwarren

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    Also to be included with the "short demo" digital version of "The Courage to Be Terrible" are the "solo acoustic" and "studio" release versions including two bonus tracks - "Feeling Like A Dog" and "Kill Ourselves" - when they become available. Purchasing the digital versions of the album now also insures that when you purchase a CD, cassette, or vinyl version of "The Courage to Be Terrible" your copy will include a special signed note of thanks - because let's face it - anybody supporting me at this point in my career deserves a special note of thanks. Thanks - MZ
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1.
Would you give me 15 seconds to prove I’m God Do you think in 15 seconds I could prove I’m God Do you believe in 15 seconds I could prove I’m God Give me 15 seconds to prove I’m God Yes just give me 15 seconds to prove I’m God Continued...
2.
From Birmingham to Pakistan there’s so much left to understand Was it a master plan or just put together from parts on hand Starting with a molecular strand why did this disaster decide to expand And is there a high command and do they have any control or do they give a damn And why is this always on my mind Yes why is this always on my mind Continued...
3.
Do you think you can forgive me for never forgiving you? Yes, do you think you can forgive me for never forgiving you? Oh,oh forgiving you oh I think that’s something that I I’ll never be able to do Do you think you can forgive me for never forgiving you? Do you think you can forgive me for never forgiving you? Continued...
4.
Every once and awhile my friends and I get together and talk about all that holy shit and see if any of the pieces really fit, yeah see if any of the pieces really fit Continued...
5.
Oh my therapist tilts her head so earnestly And she says you know Michael eventually you’re going to have to learn how to deal with reality But first please tell me how it is you feel Does it feel all effed up and surreal Like everyone has something they’re trying to conceal Like it’s going to be an endless ordeal Or are you lucky enough that every once in awhile it feels real Yes are you lucky enough that every once in awhile it feels real Oh my therapist tilts her head so earnestly
6.
No it isn't that hard to throw it all away I know because I did it just yesterday Oh yes did the old walk away No it isn't that hard to throw it all away No it isn't that hard to throw it all away Continued...
7.
It’s always one thing or another With my sisters and my brothers And all those others that blame their fathers and mothers As if they created this world Yes, as if they created this world Yes, it’s always one thing or another With my sisters and my brothers Continued...
8.
No one will ever bleed Everything will be agreed And happen just as decreed In the secret silent wood In the secret silent wood Everything will turn out just the way it should Oh yes just the way you always thought it would Oh just the way you knew it could Oh in the secret silent wood Oh in the secret silent wood Continued...
9.
I look at those clouds way up in the sky Yes I look at those clouds they’re just so high Yes and they don’t even have to try Yes they just go drifting by I can’t lie I wish I was that high No I can’t lie I wish I was that high Oh I look at those clouds way up in the sky Continued...
10.
You speak the truth until you turn it into a lie Everything you say is just an empty effort to get by Are we ever going to be able understand each other is it even worth a try? Yes you speak the truth until you turn it into a lie Continued...
11.
You told me once to live in the catastrophe you know The one where everything is totally destroyed but at least it happens slow All the doors close slowly and eventually you have no place to go But you’re alright because at least it’s the catastrophe you know But you’re alright because at least it’s the catastrophe you know Continued...
12.
Oh I admire your courage to be terrible To mass market thoughts that are utterly unmemorable And to promote performances that are nearly unbearable To boldly share the totally unsharable Continued...
13.
Oh yeah what does it matter anyway Everyone knows it’s a dead give away Oh yeah what could you say What would it matter anyway Look at me, look at you What is it we're pretending to do Oh yeah what does it matter anyway Everybody knows it’s a dead give away Oh oh what could you say Oh oh what would it matter anyway Continued...

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WHAT'S GOING ON HERE EXACTLY?

First, let me say I’m releasing three digital versions of each album. Each version with it's own purpose. The “short demo” versions of songs are meant to facilitate the transmission of short song memes in social media in order to gain awareness for the whole “Zenwarren” experiment and help me figure out which songs should be released as fully produced singles before "studio" albums start coming out. The singles helping finance and provide traction to the rest of the project. A project which by the way I have been referring to in my head for the last two years or so as the “Casting Shadows on Dreams” project named after the never released album that contained many of the songs that inspired these ten albums.

To achieve my goals for the “short demos” I felt that each demo had to play as a self-contained unit or “mini song” rather than like the usually random excerpts from release versions of songs found on Spotify and Apple Music that seldom give any insight into the “essence” of a song. The “mini song” strategy turned out to have an unanticipated bonus. When I started putting “mini songs” together I ended up with “mini albums.” When I tried the same thing with song excerpts - that have no real beginning, middle or end - I just ended up with an effing mess.

As far as the “solo acoustic” versions of the albums I just kind of imagine them as an intimate thank you gift to those fans that supported the “Zenwarren” experiment from the start. As much as I’d love to do more, the “solo acoustic” version will probably be as close as either one of us will come to me performing for you personally in your living room or a random street at 4:30 in the morning. The “solo acoustic” version will also serve as a kind of vocal, lyrical and arrangement shake down recording that fans can comment on for a month or so before I start work on the “studio” version of an album.

After I’ve stopped receiving significant feedback on the “solo acoustic” version of an album I’ll go into the studio and put together the “studio” release version. The version that will pleasure true Zenwarrenites the most greatly. A version loyal to it’s minimalist origins but with just enough percussion, cellos, harmonies and orchestral troupes and acoustic oddities to hold up under endless listenings. A version that will lead to substantial numbers of casual converts to Zenwarrenism. But we here today will always know who the real Zenwarrenites are. Thank you. - MZ

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released July 20, 2022

Album Cover Photo - Joshua Sortino

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Michael Zenwarren Colorado

It all started with writing a few songs. Saying a few things in what I thought was an elegant and artful way. Soon it became obsession. Then I thought in this day and age obsession is meant to be shared with the world because the world is obsessed with obsession. Well here are ten brand new pre-production albums - for all of us to start obsessing over until the obsession is total. Thanks - MZ ... more

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