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Behind The Veil

by Michael Zenwarren

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    Also to be included with the "short demo" digital version of "Behind the Veil" are the "solo acoustic" and "studio" release versions including two bonus tracks - "On Our Way Down" and "The War"- when they become available. Purchasing the digital versions of the album now also insures that when you purchase a CD, cassette, or vinyl version of "Behind the Veil" your copy will include a special signed note of thanks - because let's face it - anybody supporting me at this point in my career deserves a special note of thanks. Thanks - MZ
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1.
Yeah she said don’t worry one day it’ll be your day and everything and everyone will get right out of your way Yeah she said don’t worry one day you’ll know just what to say and for a week* or two everything will go your way Continued... * I know I sing month instead of week on the demo but I've decided the protagonist of this song isn't lucky enough to have things go his way for over a a week or two - MZ
2.
Sure I believe you, I just don’t believe you very well And I’m sure if I stayed our love is going straight to hell Oh yes I’m sure our love is about to fail Oh because of what I saw When I looked behind the veil Oh what I saw when I looked behind the veil Continued...
3.
When we pulled into that night we both knew we were going to do things that we were never going to tell to see if they'd take us to heaven or straight to hell Oh oh in a lonely* desert motel conveniently located right between heaven and hell Oh listen to the voices in the next room scream and yell Oh listen to the voices in the next room scream and yell Continued... *Hey it's definitely a "lonely" desert motel. Don't know how I spaced the "lonely" in the demo version but I promise I won't space it in the release version - MZ
4.
Thought you were the one person that I could save but here I am putting flowers on your grave Sorry you didn’t find what we all want what we all crave before you lowered down into your grave Continued...
5.
Oh when I first saw you you were illuminated by your phone Sitting there with someone but perfectly alone You came up on a search for women dining on the Lower East Side on a Thursday night That happened to be illuminated by a perfect light I know I found you but I thought it would be better if you found me Then that way we'd both know it was meant to be Oh when I first saw you you were illuminated by your phone Sitting there with someone but perfectly alone Continued...
6.
They’ll be no truth today as we all asked it to go away Yes the popular vote decided that it just gets in the way So if you have something to say go ahead and lie away Don’t worry they’re only words that don’t matter anyway Oh no they’ll be no truth today because we all asked it to go away Continued...
7.
Oh how am I ever going to make it in this perfect world Oh yes please tell me how I’m ever going to make it in this perfect world Oh tell me what you know, yes I know that you know How to make it in this perfect world How to make it in this perfect world Oh oh how am I ever going to make it in this perfect world Continued...
8.
Maybe tonight you can pretend that I’m your man Tonight perhaps you can pretend that I understand Maybe tonight you can pretend that I’m your biggest fan Maybe it’ll do us both some good Yes maybe it’ll do us both some good Tonight maybe you can pretend like I’m your man Tonight maybe you can pretend that I understand Continued...
9.
Oh I can't believe that it took me so long, to figure out that I was so wrong I took her to the river, I took her to the sea, I took her to all the places I thought a women would want to be I took her to the river, I took her to the sea but it wasn’t long before she was done with me No I can't believe that it took me so long, to figure out that I was so wrong Continued...
10.
There we were lying idly by the pool Watching other lovers break the platinum rule Demonstrating once again life can be cruel Perhaps they should all go back to some sort of school Oh please tell me it isn’t true Oh what am I ever going to do Oh please tell me it isn’t through Oh no Sundays always looked so good on you There we were lying idly by the pool Watching other lovers break the platinum rule Demonstrating once again life can be cruel Perhaps they should all go back to some sort of school* Oh please tell me it isn’t true Continued... *Second verse will change in release versions - MZ
11.
Please gag me with the long spoon, you know the one that'll surely kill me Because I don’t want to hear or see the world anymore Please gag me with the long spoon, you know the one that'll surely kill me Because I don’t want to hear or see the world anymore Please gag me with the long spoon, you know the one that'll surely kill me Continued...
12.
I’m so happy you figured out what it takes Oh I’m so happy that at least you got a couple of the breaks Just promise me you aren’t going to fall for any of the fakes I’m so happy you figured out what it takes Continued...

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WHAT'S GOING ON HERE EXACTLY?

First, let me say I’m releasing three digital versions of each album. Each version with it's own purpose. The “short demo” versions of songs are meant to facilitate the transmission of short song memes in social media in order to gain awareness for the whole “Zenwarren” experiment and help me figure out which songs should be released as fully produced singles before "studio" albums start coming out. The singles helping finance and provide traction to the rest of the project. A project which by the way I have been referring to in my head for the last two years or so as the “Casting Shadows on Dreams” project named after the never released album that contained many of the songs that inspired these ten albums.

To achieve my goals for the “short demos” I felt that each demo had to play as a self-contained unit or “mini song” rather than like the usually random excerpts from release versions of songs found on Spotify and Apple Music that seldom give any insight into the “essence” of a song. The “mini song” strategy turned out to have an unanticipated bonus. When I started putting “mini songs” together I ended up with “mini albums.” When I tried the same thing with song excerpts - that have no real beginning, middle or end - I just ended up with an effing mess.

As far as the “solo acoustic” versions of the albums I just kind of imagine them as an intimate thank you gift to those fans that supported the “Zenwarren” experiment from the start. As much as I’d love to do more, the “solo acoustic” version will probably be as close as either one of us will come to me performing for you personally in your living room or a random street at 4:30 in the morning. The “solo acoustic” version will also serve as a kind of vocal, lyrical and arrangement shake down recording that fans can comment on for a month or so before I start work on the “studio” version of an album.

After I’ve stopped receiving significant feedback on the “solo acoustic” version of an album I’ll go into the studio and put together the “studio” release version. The version that will pleasure true Zenwarrenites the most greatly. A version loyal to it’s minimalist origins but with just enough percussion, cellos, harmonies and orchestral troupes and acoustic oddities to hold up under endless listenings. A version that will lead to substantial numbers of casual converts to Zenwarrenism. But we here today will always know who the real Zenwarrenites are. Thank you. - MZ

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released July 20, 2022

Album Cover Photo - Engin Akyurt

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Michael Zenwarren Colorado

It all started with writing a few songs. Saying a few things in what I thought was an elegant and artful way. Soon it became obsession. Then I thought in this day and age obsession is meant to be shared with the world because the world is obsessed with obsession. Well here are ten brand new pre-production albums - for all of us to start obsessing over until the obsession is total. Thanks - MZ ... more

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