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Barely Breathing

by Michael Zenwarren

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    Also to be included with the "short demo" digital version of "Barely Breathing" are the "solo acoustic" and "studio" release versions including two bonus tracks - "Variant of the Variant" and "Shallow Grave"- when they become available. Purchasing the digital versions of the album now also insures that when you purchase a CD, cassette, or vinyl version of "Barely Breathing" your copy will include a special signed note of thanks - because let's face it - anybody supporting me at this point in my career deserves a special note of thanks. Thanks - MZ
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As you lie there barely breathing I’m wondering who it is we're thinking we were deceiving As you're about to be leaving To another world To another world Yes as you lie there barely breathing Continued...
2.
Yes as you lie there barely breathing I’m wondering who it is we think we're deceiving As you were about to be leaving To another world To another world Yes as you lie there barely breathing Continued...
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Here we are living in a broken time Whose life is more broken yours or mine Should we pretend we’re doing fine As we’re about to lose our collective mind Will there be a sign Oh welcome to this broken time Oh welcome to this broken time Continued...
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Yes there’s a lot of deception that I see There’s people lying to you and there's people lying to me There’s people lying like they think lying is free Yes there’s even people lying right here in Tennessee Yes there’s a whole lot of deception I'm starting to see Yes there’s people lying to you and there's people lying to me And there’s people lying like they think lying is free Continued...
5.
Get up and do it all again In the afternoon run into a friend Have a couple of drinks as the day’s about to end and get up and do it all again Do it by yourself or do it with a friend Just be sure to keep yourself occupied until the end Continued...
6.
Yes I'm nothing, I'm nobody but I'm everything to me Yes I'm nothing, I'm nobody but I'm in every mirror I see Yes I'm nothing, I'm nobody but I'm everything to me Yes really, truly how else could it really be Yes I'm nothing, I'm nobody but I'm everything to me
7.
Yes I'm nothing, I'm nobody but I'm everything to me Yes I'm nothing, I'm nobody but I'm in every mirror I see Yes I'm nothing, I'm nobody but I'm everything to me Yes really, truly how else could it really be Yes I'm nothing, I'm nobody but I'm everything to me
8.
In remembrance of when I was your favorite drug Why don’t you come over here and give me one last reluctant hug As we stare down and into the hole we’ve dug and walk away with just a shrug In remembrance of when I was your favorite drug Continued...
9.
Go ahead and say what you will in the end it’s all about the girl Yes it’s all about the girl Yes it’s all about the girl Oh yes until the heart beats still, it’s all about the girl Yes in the end it’s all about the girl Oh yeah it’s all about the girl Until the heart beats still, it’s all about the girl Continued...
10.
She lost all interest in being interesting It was all very tragic if you happen to know what I mean Yes and she use to have an answer for pretty much everything and a perfect prediction for every reaction an action would bring Yes she lost all interest in being interesting Oh it was all very tragic if you happen to know what I mean Continued...
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Perhaps you can tell me why the happy people are making me so sad Yes why the happy people are making me so sad Perhaps you can tell me why the happy people are driving me mad Yes perhaps you can tell me why the happy people are driving me mad Continued...
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Oh yes you're my special victim You’re my most intimate addiction I love you with such conviction Oh you’re like my sacred affliction We worship on the altar of heat and a perfect friction And don't think anything can save us now No I don't think anything can save us now

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WHAT'S GOING ON HERE EXACTLY?

First, let me say I’m releasing three digital versions of each album. Each version with it's own purpose. The “short demo” versions of songs are meant to facilitate the transmission of short song memes in social media in order to gain awareness for the whole “Zenwarren” experiment and help me figure out which songs should be released as fully produced singles before "studio" albums start coming out. The singles helping finance and provide traction to the rest of the project. A project which by the way I have been referring to in my head for the last two years or so as the “Casting Shadows on Dreams” project named after the never released album that contained many of the songs that inspired these ten albums.

To achieve my goals for the “short demos” I felt that each demo had to play as a self-contained unit or “mini song” rather than like the usually random excerpts from release versions of songs found on Spotify and Apple Music that seldom give any insight into the “essence” of a song. The “mini song” strategy turned out to have an unanticipated bonus. When I started putting “mini songs” together I ended up with “mini albums.” When I tried the same thing with song excerpts - that have no real beginning, middle or end - I just ended up with an effing mess.

As far as the “solo acoustic” versions of the albums I just kind of imagine them as an intimate thank you gift to those fans that supported the “Zenwarren” experiment from the start. As much as I’d love to do more, the “solo acoustic” version will probably be as close as either one of us will come to me performing for you personally in your living room or a random street at 4:30 in the morning. The “solo acoustic” version will also serve as a kind of vocal, lyrical and arrangement shake down recording that fans can comment on for a month or so before I start work on the “studio” version of an album.

After I’ve stopped receiving significant feedback on the “solo acoustic” version of an album I’ll go into the studio and put together the “studio” release version. The version that will pleasure true Zenwarrenites the most greatly. A version loyal to it’s minimalist origins but with just enough percussion, cellos, harmonies and orchestral troupes and acoustic oddities to hold up under endless listenings. A version that will lead to substantial numbers of casual converts to Zenwarrenism. But we here today will always know who the real Zenwarrenites are. Thank you. - MZ

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released July 20, 2022

Album Cover Photo - Fernando @cferdo

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Michael Zenwarren Colorado

It all started with writing a few songs. Saying a few things in what I thought was an elegant and artful way. Soon it became obsession. Then I thought in this day and age obsession is meant to be shared with the world because the world is obsessed with obsession. Well here are ten brand new pre-production albums - for all of us to start obsessing over until the obsession is total. Thanks - MZ ... more

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